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Infinity.

Thu May 7, 2009, 2:41 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Metatron - The Mars Volta
  • Reading: The Hobbit
  • Watching: Sailor Moon
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger, baby.
  • Eating: Yoghurt
  • Drinking: Water
Hello, hello

How good it is to see you again. It thrills me a little. I hope you're all well. I miss being immersed in this with all of you. Anyhow. Onwards, to something I wrote whilst travelling around the city in the late afternoon and late at night.

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"I’m beginning to need all that I can’t have
I’m succeeding to speak like I’m fuckin’ mad."

- Autumn Shade II, The Vines.

Up through the leaves of leopard tress the sky is dappled green
Dark and lay and lemon, just imagine
Myself? I understand a little less each time I think
Mottled cream and brown I find to be a roughly velvet thing

And every time time you're like this I just want to touch you more
A shallow dip from hip to hip into which I press kiss after kiss

And I can smell and taste your salt and tang with a brief inhale
And I remember a split peach on my thigh and each groan, each sigh
a little more or less you feel
Half moon depressions in the skin of thighs and backs
Spots of purple-blue are telling when little else bellies the fire we
feel

The tingle and itch of rarely closed eyes
The glare of any light burns a little more and I am looking forward to tomorrow a little less

And hobgoblins threaten my dreams with tomahawks and less touch, more need, a recurring urge to pee
Enough to make you shift in your seat to no avail
With no relief

So walk just a little bit more as I cry just a little bit less
And hurt for missed chances and the time wasted hurting

Before I fall and concuss myself on this boulder of tremors
That nests in my gut and sinks lower with each worry
I find it that much more appealing to just fall forward,
to just fall after all

And every late night train ride spent in a sleepy thoughtful haze
brings me closer to home and further away from you and the skin,
the scent I know so well

Infinity resides on my back, where I can feel it, but cannot see it
To touch it I have to grope around awkwardly, and my fingers only brush it or a second.

But a touch of infinity is enough.

And so, I'll brand my back with that inch, that ounce, that semblance
of infinity.

To remind me during my short life that it is forever in the moment.


Don't let me close my eyes.

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Hah hah, how to explain myself? I'm going to get a tattoo. Really soon, I promise. I promised myself anyway. Possibly two.

Infinity. What a concept.

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  • Interests: Anatomy, Anime, Manga, Music, Carpentry, Gardening, Martial Arts,
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  • Favourite band or musician: At The Drive In, Mars Volta, Placebo, Sleater-Kinney, The Presets, Tegan and Sara, Sparta, The Knife
  • Favourite genre of music: Not Country.
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  • Favourite game: Secret of Mana 2, Pokemon, Final Fantasy,
  • Favourite gaming platform: SNES, GBA, DS, Game Cube, PS2, PS3 and Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Chopper, Bender, Shizuru, Natsuki,
  • Personal Quote: "I can resist everything except temptation." - Oscar Wilde
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haha no problem, I enjoy empathizing with people...I usually can do it alright ^_^
MY only issue with girls is their tude sometimes...I could kill myself along with all the rest of them XD
but I will be first to admit if a girl is sexeh...I was thinking about it the other day, my best friend and I are sooo lesbian together sometimes hehehe..But we love each other so much and decided that if we both end up alone, that we would have no problem marrying each other hahaha
that's probably an overshare...ah well haha

And you can hold me to anything you want bebe ;D
ahaha

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Mmm. Gives you a sense of achivement when you can pick up someones vibes. Even call them on it.

Lol. Very true. I admit, there are things about girls that aren't great, but I think the good out weighs the bad. I was thinking of it today actually. XD. I just realised you wrote pretty much the same thing before. But anyway, I was thinking about it, and if someone asked me what the deal was, all I'd say is 'If you saw girls like I saw girls, you'd be a gay, too.'

Oh really? Hah hah, I've got friends who go the pash when they're drunk sometimes, all in good fun and what not. Not that I'm saying that's the deal with you and your friend, even though it could be.

That's a sweet idea. ^_^. Lol. Nah, it's cool. I could top that, if you want to make it a contest XD. But don't hold ME to that.

Hah hah, XD.

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ahaha nah..it's not really the case with me..but who is to say it won't happen? XD
And the good does certainly outweigh the bad most of the time..whatcha mean I wrote the same thing? Sorry if I repeated myself..I do that a lot, I forget what I have said before.
I think one of the major reasons I look at girls is out of attraction...but also out of envy XP it's probably not healthy but I can't help it, I am envious of many of them.

and fiiiine....bit I wouldn't mind if you wanted me to hold you to it ;D
ahaha...the innuendos never cease!

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Hah hah, well never say never and all that.

That it does. Well, I wrote something and then realised you'd written a very similar sentence. That's okay, in this instance it was I who forgot.

Hah hah, ah well. Never quite content with ourselves are we?

LOL. I'll hold you down damn it, if you don't stop holding me to it. *shakes fist*

Oh dammit. Could what I just typed be counted as innuendo? If not then it would appear that they did just cease! Curses! Why must I ruin everything beautiful?!

Wait.. it is vaguely suspect, so perhaps this flower will bloom once more? The flower of innuendo.

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Black melt
ohh yes, I know what you are talking about now haha, sorry.
aaand sadly yes..I have a very hard time with it >.< it annoys people to no end haha

haha and don't worry...you certainly did not make it cease..in fact, I belive it is progressing rather rapidly. Soon everyone will be naked and someone will be shouting "don't touch me with that thing!!" O.O

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